Met some great people, and have a heap of friends prove that I can count on them recently. I wish I could show my gratitude to them properly for patting me on the back as I climbed back to my feet.

Who would have believed there were girls out there who would treat me like the ones in my life do now? Today was the last I have to hear of my ex, and that means I can finally be freely happy. 

I can’t wait to keep on living, and see what life has in store for me next. 

I’m seeing Elli again on friday and/or sunday, and I’m so excited to cuddle up and watch It’s Always Sunny with her. I still feel like talking to her all day, and I’m still working on calming myself down so as to not annoy her (not that she seems to ever be annoyed when I talk to her). I feel something for her that I haven’t felt before- I hope it works out.

Sam was better at LoL than she lead on, it was fun messing around with her in lane. I enjoy talking to her a lot. She is really great, and I’m lucky to have had her decide she wanted to add and meet me.

Zoe I have no romantic interest in, but she has helped me a lot. It’s great to hear someone’s problems and tell them about mine. 

Let’s go, life! When I get another job and my license I’ll be happier then I’ve ever been!… touch wood.

I’ve had a corrupted mp3 of Pandora by Parkway Drive since like 2008. I’ve had to hear it cut off halfway through the song like seven hundred times now.

Every single time, Winston is like “And it’s freezing my blood until the end… MY BL-“/cutoff

TELL ME WINSTON. TELL ME THE THING YOU WERE TRYING TO SAY. JUST KEEP SINGING GOD FUCKING DAMN IT

You never realise how truly horrible somebody was to you until someone else treats you better.

A whole bunch of people, in fact. Good job to me for wasting a bunch of affection on someone who didn’t even give a shit.

Shit day.

And I don’t want to die. I just want to fucking bleed.

And fuck all of you pieces of shit who give others crap for cutting themselves. Just fuck yourselves. This is how I prove my strength to myself, how I feel good about myself when the world doesn’t want to fucking let me. No shit it’s fucked. Beyond caring. I’m going to fucking live on this planet, and if this helps then so fucking be it. Why post a fucking picture? Because like nothing else in my fucking life I am fucking proud of this, that’s fucking why.

Shit day.

And I don’t want to die. I just want to fucking bleed.

And fuck all of you pieces of shit who give others crap for cutting themselves. Just fuck yourselves. This is how I prove my strength to myself, how I feel good about myself when the world doesn’t want to fucking let me. No shit it’s fucked. Beyond caring. I’m going to fucking live on this planet, and if this helps then so fucking be it. Why post a fucking picture? Because like nothing else in my fucking life I am fucking proud of this, that’s fucking why.